~SNLFire

OK i was remembering my younger days, and this is the only time i will ask for help from you. I was thinking of my friends and the time i moved away when i learned 2 guys had crushes on me, and i was soo suprised at this. Then i remembered an old friend, which i didn't know if he like me or my friend better. Now i am wondering what to do with two of these people. to contact them or not. I need your help. I will tell you the stories.

FIRST UP- My old friend
Ok , he used to hang out with me and not play with the guys, and he told me he liked me, but then the next day he told my best friend he like her, So we fought about that, but now on facebook, he talks to my friend(not the same from before.). i could talk to him, but just really to find the truth about me and my friend.. Should I?


The next is one of the crush people, the other one was little wierd not to be mean, and he had a temper.....But the other one i am talking about is brillant, and sweet.
But before i tell you about him and the stories, I must tell you about his best friend.He was brillant in the early part of his life, but when he and ricky went to separate schools he fell apart. But he was always with him, and he had a temper of 100 people. Terrible rage.ok here are the fondest memories...

1. The most embaressing one, I was littler and i was trying to play with them because i was bored... and i was pretending to be an indian and Ricky was laughing, I thought it was pretty funny too.and his friend Daniel was annoyed.

2. This was one has more detail.
It was his birthday and his mom told him to have a small party and only me,daniel, and my friend were invited for a greek party.He got jewerly, and pulllover togas for me and my friend. It was very greek we ate greek food, and then we went outside and he and daniel started to play tag,and then we went inside and that was it. And i later found out that Daniel liked the other girl there.

3. this is my fondest memory, I was a birthday party at a skating rink. Daniel was trying to push Ricky down like in playful way. And i was skating around and i went towards him as Daniel was doing another lap for speed. And Ricky was unstable, so i asked him what was wrong. He said he couldn't skate and Daniel was pushing him so he couldn't learn skate.So i told him i would teach him and not let daniel push him. We had so much fun.

4.I usaully have end of the year parties so for the year i was moving so my class got a class picture and signed the frame,and he was so shy to come up to me. Now I live hundreds of miles away and i hear stories that he is interested in english and he did a science fair project like mine. I was so stupid early in life and was so sad that the popular guys didn't like me , but now i am aware of my mistakes and i want fix it. But i don't know what to do, so if you can help please just help.
~bye
SNLFire

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clubs
my few friends

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Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette - THAT IS DISGUSTING!
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 0

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight it was fun~!!

Level 3
( ) Had A Crush On An Older Person
( ) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker -.........
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die an old lady and mice and kittens....soooo sad :c
SO FAR: 3

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantART / sheezyart Friends
(x ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x ) Been On A Plane
(x ) Thrown Up From Drinking well almost........
SO FAR 5

Level 5
(x ) Eaten Sushi
( x) Been Snowboarding
( x) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 4

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By (that was fun..
(x ) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 8

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party not anymore
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up not anymore
SO FAR: 12

Level 8
( x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sliding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game but i got caught...DX
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School Yeah during boring old science
SO FAR: 17

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( x) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 19

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized and i hope not
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood why won't people understand......
SO FAR: 21

Level 12
(x ) Won A Contest once.....
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident Yeah, not fun!!
SO FAR: 23

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one nigh-t it helps the pain
( ) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR: 24

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look (Alot of the time...)
(x ) Witnessed A Crime it was hilarious, a 16 yrold kid tried to steal a watch, he was really tall, and the owner was holding him back so he wouldn't leave and she was a little old chinese lady...It was Sooo funny!!
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 27

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud _I am from Mississippi, what do you think?
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World I might go ......
(x) Swam In The Ocean
( x) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 30

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
( ) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR:32

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls- it was hilarious!!
(x ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose-yeah drpepper it burned...
( ) Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 35

Level 18j

(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus-one time i got a letter bacK~!
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About (
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 39

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
(x ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
( x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 41

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina
( x) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 42

Level 21
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes ( ICE CUBES!! XD)
( ) Kicked A Fish D8 I disected on too~!!
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes (my dads slippers
( ) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars
SO FAR: 44

Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs (ALL THE TIME!! LOL...it IS fun...)
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
( ) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 45

Level 23
(x ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
( ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone (NO WAY! They're one of my favorite!)
SO FAR: 48

Level 24
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes (LOL PARIS HILTON XDD)
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 49

Level 25
( ) Played Chinese Chicken )
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on my friend tried to and succeeded....
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger ,um they asked me to dance....
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 51

Level 26
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 53

Level 27
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone (influence of my cousin...XD)
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
( x) Cheated On A Test- once in first grade and i couldn't read my handwriting so it didn't work
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
SO FAR: 55

Level 28
(x ) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( x) Had A Cavity -too many times, once 6 in one visit but not anymore.
( ) Black-Mailed Someone - i have black mail.
( ) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 58

Level 29
( ) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs I am a klutz , i fall every day
( x) Licked A Cat it was a dare.....
(x) Bitten Someone
( ) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 61

Level 30
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
(x ) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
(x) Got five dollars or less worth of gas (LOL, yea...)
TOTAL: 63

That was fun

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CONTEST WINNERS~!!!!!!!!!
THE WINNERS!!!!!!!!!


1st place-one month subsription
2nd place- 2 drawings of what ever
3rd place- 1 drawing





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I am moving to a new house. so i have to pack alot so i won't be on as much as i want to
bibi


OK here is a great photgraghfer check them out!!! and now iwill show u deviant famous, not famous and ppl every week! and if it goes good, then it will happen every daY!!
A person that is not noticed but is soo good is !!!!!!!! Check them out please!!
and ...........
clubs
my few friends

CONTEST WINNERS~!!!!!!!!!
THE WINNERS!!!!!!!!!


1st place-one month subsription
2nd place- 2 drawings of what ever
3rd place- 1 drawing





First ~ ~[link]
Second~ ~ [link]
Third~~[link]

Contact me for drwaings~!!!

I am moving to a new house. so i have to pack alot so i won't be on as much as i want to
bibi


OK here is a great photgraghfer check them out!!! and now iwill show u deviant famous, not famous and ppl every week! and if it goes good, then it will happen every daY!!
A person that is not noticed but is soo good is !!!!!!!! Check them out please!!
and ...........
clubs
my few friends

I am sooo sad, i am just depressed! it seems as no one cares and they just ingore me. In fact ever since moved to the north away from family and my friends i grew up, i just was depressed wanting to go home. I havent told any one of this not even my mom. I have had early drepresson when i was in 3rd 2nd grade, i had medication to help. and noe it has come back, and no one cares, i can act like i am fine,but i do have days when i am not. But i wish some person would notice and save me. I am drowning! and i cant help it, i geuess iam just messed up. i wonder if i will be here tomarrow, if any one will notice.




LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


contest to draw Naruto or Death note and the winnings are

1st place-one month subsription
2nd place- 2 drawings of what ever
3rd place- 1 drawing

The rules are:
~No yoai!
~u have to do the work don't steal, u wouldn't steal a dimond would u? well some will but any way dont steal!
~do not trace
~ have fun!!!!!!!
EXTENDED!!!!!
dead line is in 2008!!!!!or when i get all thwe expected entries.
APPLY NOW!! and get,...nothing in return!
Entries
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OK here is a great photgraghfer check them out!!! and now iwill show u deviant famous, not famous and ppl every week! and if it goes good, then it will happen every daY!!
A person that is not noticed but is soo good is !!!!!!!! Check them out please!!
and ...........
clubs
my few friends







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EDIT~! EDIT~!
There is another child aduction alert is in my county! a little girl, 7-9 yrs old, was uducted!! it was soo sad!! cause i was thinking whast was happening to her! she migth be getting rapd! i feel soo bad for her!!so please pray for her, if, u can.

hi ppl!!i am going to be on less cause of stuff, so if i dont repily to comments or comment or fave stuff, dont be mad, but who would? ok today i went on after like 2 days and i have..... like 106 deviantions!! and how about a rant??
ok, u know those ppl who complain? they are like ugh!! i have soo many books, like alll day long!!! I mean it isnt that bad!! and then so ppl that are sooo smart and they are complaing and prtending not to be smart but failing, anfd then they over exzgaterate about evny thing!! and vv and jon u don't kniow them , they live in ms, and yeah th ey likved 20 mins from where i used to live........yeah, but don't u hate those ppl!!! thye ares soooo annoying!!!!!!i dont get it, does any one?oh and those people that are sooo perfect like?!!

In other news,...........
I finished wacthing death note, i love Death Note! and i am wacthing the movie, everyone should watch death note!! I hate the ending though, and the movie make light look like an idiot, but L is great in it........but he eats chocolate, and that is mello's job!!! but he does stir his drink with a lolipop~!!!!

FIRST CONTEST CANCELLED sorry ppl......Ok, i am having a contest, which is ...a contest to draw Naruto or Death note and the winnings are

1st place-one month subsription
2nd place- 2 drawings of what ever
3rd place- 1 drawing

The rules are:
~No yoai!
~u have to do the work don't steal, u wouldn't steal a dimond would u? well some will but any way dont steal!
~do not trace
~ have fun!!!!!!!
dead line is feb 4th 2008!!!!!
APPLY NOW!! and get,...nothing in return!

OK here is a great photgraghfer check them out!!! and now iwill show u deviant famous, not famous and ppl every week! and if it goes good, then it will happen every daY!!
A person that is not noticed but is soo good is !!!!!!!! Check them out please!!
and ...........
clubs
my few friends